42 – the fresh (re)start

Yes, I took some time away. No, I did not abandon this little blog. Trust me, I had a very good reason for this.

First of all,

new (second) home! wooo!

We finally made the big move to our new office space! Look at that view from the 31st floor. Not only is unpacking a real pain, we’re also still a little shaky what with the scheduled working shifts and all. Yes, yours truly can be found at the office for the first half of the week.

Suffice to say, this has been taking up quite some time to adjust and all. In fact, I think I’m still adjusting to it now.

Second, the reason why I haven’t been as virtually active nor cheerful lately:

the poor fallen soldier 😦

My laptop died. Like, officially. After trying all sorts of tips & tricks I managed to rummage through the interwebz, I finally resorted to the good old service centre and the verdict was somewhat devastating: the logic board is completely bust. So yeah, I’m holding on to the office laptop while this baby is being treated 💔

Third and last, I finally moved to WordPress! It’s amazing how I had to withstand the frustration of having to deal with the previous host, and I’m finally not putting up with it anymore. Sure enough, a moving period was required so that’s probably another explanation for my brief silence, but big big big thank you to Kapkap, I am now a very happy WordPress user and I intend to stay!

41 – the half-month recap

Clearly, I’ve been lacking in writing. But then again, another day of not needing to vent is another good day in the pocket, no?

But yeah, a few things have happened since my last post, let’s see.

OK, so first and foremost, I TURNED 33, YO. Seriously, how did that even come to be?! I mean, it’s not like I was not expecting to have another birthday. It honestly just feels really weird to have made it to this point. You know those polls that you do when you have to pick an age group and you fall between the 25-34 category? Like, another couple of years and I will be moving up to another category. Just the thought of it sends me chills.
But on this note, I had a great one. I definitely felt all the love that was showered on me that day and given the circumstances I most definitely did not feel alone at all, which was definitely amazing in itself. I mean, yeah okay, so I still had to work and all, but I guess that’s what you do as a responsible adult, right? So yup, I got older. Well done, me.

Second, I finally got to step out of the house for the first time since March 16th, and that definitely felt really odd. All in all, I must have stayed indoors at all times for about a couple of months give or take. Let’s be real now, I know I’m an indoorsy introvert and all that, but even that was A LOT for me to endure. I felt so awkward being out and it even got to the point that I got carsick, which was definitely a bummer, noting that I live on commuting back and forth so many hours per day on any normal working day. Let’s say if the Government is indeed telling us to go back to work as soon as what the media has been telling us, then I am thoroughly fucked. I have to get through this car sickness as soon as possible, or else I’m screwed. I guess this is partly what the quarantine has done to me. Wow.

As far as I wanna try to not mention work, some part of it has been.. I don’t know how to put it. Say, ironically equal parts of exciting and disappointing. And this is not me trying to say things about going back to work because it’s a completely different subject. As far as I wanna open up on this topic I guess I’ll just leave it at this because hey, really, I know this is not a very publicly read blog but again, I really don’t know who’s reading my blog so I’m not taking any chances right now. I guess there will be more of this when things actually happen.

While we’re on the topic of disappointment, my laptop died. I put it to sleep at night just like I always do every night, and it just completely refused to wake up and that’s it, really. I’m trying not to be too bummed about it but .. come on, it’s my laptop. Even though I still have my work laptop on which I am dictating this entry on but it just feels different. And come on, it’s not even two years old, is it even supposed to get fried that soon? Oh well. I guess that’s a solid reason for me to wish that shopping centres would be open soon so that I can get my baby checked  and possibly repaired. Hopefully.

And what do you know, for once I actually made a bit of a long entry without thinking over for too long, ha.

40 – the walking contradiction

I almost find it comically ironic how I nearly screamed when the office e-mailed yesterday, telling everyone to go back to the office on May 26th. Ha ha some birthday gift, huh?

You probably could tell how I’ve been struggling with this quarantine from my previous post, but honestly I am not sure if I’m ready for it to be over this quick. I nearly howled reading that e-mail last night.

Tsk, Wina. When will you ever stop contradicting yourself so often?

[UPDATE: the WFH thing got extended. Yay, birthday at home!]

33 – the tiny baby rocket that finally took off

Never been this excited in my whole life.

Sure, we must endure all kinds of fuckeries in laying down the foundations of this company, but how many people will ever get to build something grand from the ground up?

Bloody hell, if it gets me to dance in public for the first time in my life, I’m sure it’s something different.

This is it, gang. Time to soar to distances we normally would have never thought of.

30 – the pause button

This has been my usual view every night.

It’s been a hectic month for me. Not just the usual hectic-ness, it’s been absolutely frantic for the whole month long.

Honest to God, I cannot wait to get that tiny bit of break just to get away from everything for a while.

Funny thing is that I’m actually flying out tomorrow, and just because life is weird that way, I’m actually questioning whether I want to be getting away now.

Choices, huh?