Let’s not turn this into the obligatory “new year, new me!” post, despite the date. It’s not even “new year, same me”, maybe more like.. “new year, save me”. Anyway. Quite a lot of things happened since the previous post, and unfortunately almost none of them were in the positive sense. Holding on to hope… Continue reading 48 – the long overdue departure →
It’s amazing how a little time off from everyone and everything has helped me see things a bit clearer, and I’m going to just put it at that instead of diving into all the gory details. It’s also a little bit funny how having this song as my wake-up alarm has helped me maintain some… Continue reading 47 – the art of waking up with hope →
Today marks a full year of me completely not going anywhere outside Indonesia. Yours truly is now officially a domestic person. At risk of sounding like a total snob or whatever, I honestly have never stayed in the country for so long since 2008. It actually feels almost unreal now that I’ve gone fully domestic… Continue reading 46 – the year of staying domestic →
It happened again. You know exactly what I mean, right? The complete lack of will to do absolutely anything. Even logging on to my laptop and having to listen to people converse in a meeting (without me having to even chime in) sent me into an unexplainable crying fit. This time, thankfully, it came over… Continue reading 45 – the ineffable slip-up →
I’m sorry, I’m really sorry. I am truly terrible at keeping this blog alive. I just realized that I haven’t updated at all since I went to get my swab test.Way to leave things hanging, huh. Anyway, I tested negative and have been staying home (yes, again) ever since.So, here’s hoping that I stay well.
Thoughts, they kill, don’t they? Though I feel relatively fine, but during these times who the fuck knows. And of course, all the work I’ve been doing on my anxiety all came crashing down. Here I am, again the nervous wreck. I really, really, really hope my fears get proven wrong. In the meantime, it’s… Continue reading 43 – the (indescribable) waiting period →
Yes, I took some time away. No, I did not abandon this little blog. Trust me, I had a very good reason for this. First of all, We finally made the big move to our new office space! Look at that view from the 31st floor. Not only is unpacking a real pain, we’re also… Continue reading 42 – the fresh (re)start →
Clearly, I’ve been lacking in writing. But then again, another day of not needing to vent is another good day in the pocket, no? But yeah, a few things have happened since my last post, let’s see. OK, so first and foremost, I TURNED 33, YO. Seriously, how did that even come to be?! I… Continue reading 41 – the half-month recap →
I almost find it comically ironic how I nearly screamed when the office e-mailed yesterday, telling everyone to go back to the office on May 26th. Ha ha some birthday gift, huh? You probably could tell how I’ve been struggling with this quarantine from my previous post, but honestly I am not sure if I’m… Continue reading 40 – the walking contradiction →
How many days has it been? who’s been counting by now, meh. At least there hasn’t been any extension since the last post, I guess for now it counts as a positive development? IDK. Getting back to the office is still off the books for now, though. And that kind of sucks because the next… Continue reading 39 – the beat goes on →
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