45 – the ineffable slip-up

It happened again.

You know exactly what I mean, right? The complete lack of will to do absolutely anything. Even logging on to my laptop and having to listen to people converse in a meeting (without me having to even chime in) sent me into an unexplainable crying fit.

This time, thankfully, it came over with a weird urge to.. work out. Every morning. Maybe my subconscious mind was desperate for that hint of serotonin? Bog knows. Food binges were somehow not present. Good thing, you say? I dunno. Yeah, I didn’t want to eat whatever comes to mind. At the same time, I also didn’t want anything at all. Not a thing.

But hey. Notice how I started this post in past tense.
I’m grateful that I managed to keep in mind that these things happen and they would pass, and I’d be back soon enough.

Fingers crossed I’m on the mend this time around, and here’s hoping this doesn’t happen again soon.

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